Camp

Yay Camp! :) I was excited to get here yesterday! And I am so excited to see what God has planned for me! :) Yay! I can't wait for Camps to actually start coming in though. Then it will be soo much more exciting. Hannah got here today which is really fun, because I have been the only girl for the two days that I have been here. But I'm tired, and get to get up and watch the lifeguarding video tomorrow. boo. lol

May 23, 2008

May 23, 2008. My eighteenth birthday and my graduation night. Wow. I honestly like every other kid never thought that day would come. But now it just doesn't seem real. It doesn't feel like I'll be going off to college. And it really doesn't feel like summer either.

Anyways. Yesterday I was really dreading Graduation rehearsal. It just seemed so dumb to go through the walk like Twelve times. But none the less I sat through it. As the day progressed I began to be more excited about things. When six o'clock rolled around I was nervous, excited, and anxious. I was so ready to graduate. I then received news that a family member of mine wasn't coming. And telling you I handled it in a good way would be lying. I was crying, frustrated, and just mad. But Most of all, I was hurt. But I got through it. I went on to Graduation and I met with my fellow classmates for probably the Last time, well that ALL of us would be there. I went to the bathroom with the girls I had ate lunch with since Jr. High. I fixed the Cap of a guy who I wasn't even friends with until My senior year.

Because you see, Graduation night isn't about who is wearing what dress, who looks the best, or even who has the most people there watching. Its about knowing that inside of you, that you deserve this. That this is what you've been working hard for all these years. It's about getting your reward for your work.

Summer 2008

Oh goodness, How time flies. I'm so ready to be graduated and just be done with school. But today as I was turning in my Physics book it really started to sink in. That I'm really graduating. I really am going to College. I'm really leaving high school. And for once in my life, I'm not scared. I'm ready for change. So anyways...Here is a run-down of what is happening in the next few weeks. Well this weekend if my Journey. Which I've decided that I'm excited about it, but at the same time it just seems that I've been waiting so long for it that I've just been kinda melancholy about it. I'm sure it will be a wonderful experience and once I get there I'll be excited again :) Next Monday is my last full day of High School. Tuesday is senior awards and the All School Picnic. Wednesday and Thursday I have off. Which I might go down to Camp those days to see if I can help with anything. Friday is my 18th birthday and Graduation! :) And then Saturday and Sunday are Grad Parties! Mine is Sunday, for all your information! lol And then a couple days after that I will be leaving for camp. Yay! I'm so excited about this. I talked to a girl who is going to be on staff with me and I got to know her a little bit better. It was a good conversation. She had never been to ICBC.

I'm excited for all these wonderful Changes God is putting me through :)